Mounia Akl, author of the acclaimed “Costa Brava, Lebanon“, is at the Torino Film Lab with the project of her new film “Hold me (If You Want)”. We met with her to discover more about it.
Unveiling a Bold Narrative of Inner Turmoil and Survival
In the film “Hold Me (If You Want)“, the main keyword, holds the audience’s attention by delving into the complex themes of mental health, resilience, and personal chaos. The story focuses on a woman navigating a collapsing Lebanon, creating a facade of perfection while battling terrifying sleep terrors. The narrative explores how repression can backfire, leading her to confront her deepest fears within a psychiatric institution, where she finds a strange sense of comfort among others who are also struggling. This evocative film offers a contemporary reflection on how individuals cope with internal and external disorder.
Examining the Significance of “Hold Me (If You Want)” in Today’s World
“Hold Me (If You Want)” is more than just a compelling drama; it captures a universal experience of holding onto certainties amidst chaos. The title itself invites viewers to consider the importance of human connection and vulnerability in fragile times. The film’s portrayal of mental health challenges shines a spotlight on the cultural stigma surrounding mental illness, particularly within Lebanese society where such issues have historically been taboo. By confronting these themes, “Hold Me (If You Want)” underscores the necessity of opening conversations about mental well-being and accepting imperfections.
Personal Experience and Cultural Reflection
Mounia Akl’s personal connection to the story enriches the narrative’s authenticity. Inspired by their own experiences growing up in Lebanon and witnessing the silence surrounding mental health, the director aims to normalize these struggles. The film’s focus on a woman’s dissociative coping mechanisms reflects a broader cultural context where resilience is often masked by an image of strength and perfection. “Hold Me (If You Want)” ultimately advocates for embracing one’s vulnerabilities and acknowledging that true connection begins with honesty, making this a vital contribution to contemporary cinema.
Plot
Dalia and Eli, both in their thirties, have built a safe bubble amid Beirut’s economic and social tensions as they plan their wedding. Days before the ceremony, Dalia begins experiencing hallucinations, feeling like a stranger in her own home. Sleep-deprived, she wonders into the mountains, where a nun from a nearby psychiatric hospital takes her in. There, Dalia reconnects with reality but grows attached to this fractured world. Incidentally, che is obsessing over Paul, a recovering addict who avoids contact. When the hospital announces a “resocialisation” release, Paul is set free while Dalia is not. She escapes to find him. Their brief, intense time together awakens his addictive side, and they start a passionate relationship. But Eli eventually tracks them down and Paul flees. Dalia and Eli search nighttime Beirut for him, finding him volatile, and bring him back home. While the psychiatric ward is closed, Paul must stay with them. During a fragile dinner, grief turns to laughter, and all three realise that, though their future is uncertain, they have profoundly touched each other.